U were there, but I lost you . . .

Annyeong~!


Suddenly I think bout you. This few weeks I kept thinking bout you. Yeah, last time almost everyday I meet you. We even sit beside each others, shared soo many things between us (not to mention how many people die in our gossip time hahaha). Messaging you like something compulsory to me to do everyday. We have lot of fun time together. U teach me so many things. How happy I am to have you as a friend.

But now, I dunno what happen. Suddenly we're both lost each others. You with your world, and I still like before. To contact, or not to contact, becoming such a big matter to me. I'm wondering why. Can I just call you just to say hi? Will you ignore me? Or maybe you already change your phone number? Or you don't know me already? You never reply my text now. I dunno what happen to you now. So do u, I think so. Maybe when I moved from that place, it create an excuse for us to just ignore each other. Hahaha but I think we're just to busy with our life. Since we from the beginning living in different world. I dunno how I stuck with you in the first place. Owh, I remember, it is because of you so-called-ex-bf that we close to each other. Even tho both of us hate that guy, we should admit that because of him, we know each others. So yeah, for first and last time, I give that guy a thumbs up! :P

Recently I got an update from you. Seeing you, kind of make me . . . shock? I dunno what happen, feel like I never knew you before. I'm not sure either you totally change, or is it me that forgot how you actually are. Asking around about you, none of them know, it's like you're totally out from our world, or is it us that disconnected with your world? I dunno, I really dunno. I did not realize it, but if it is me that avoiding you, I am really sorry. I don't have any intention to do that. Maybe because of different lifestyle? Or different approach to achieve our future? That we accidentally lost contact? I still dunno about that too.

Whatever it is, I can see through your face, that you are enjoying every single moment of your life. As a friend, I'm happy with that, even tho personally I don't really like what you're become now but still, you should enjoy your day as what you want. Things that I like about you till now is you never care about others opinion, just did what you think best for you and you really enjoy it. Still remember during our school time, how strong are you facing your hectic life. I inspired a lot by that you know?

Hope we can meet each other one day, sit together, have a drink and share a lot of interesting story, like what we did during our old time. Just to let you know, until now, I still hang our photo together at my room notice board :P Hahaha you're still my best friend :D

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